i'm kinda really tired.

for seph
Originally uploaded by floatingabout

i want to tell you
you're more than you think
and i want you to know
i'm less to you than you'll ever believe
if you're gonna go
do it quietly
please

~

yeah, so. i'm a sleepyface.
too much drama.
drama drama drama.
life needs to shut up.
eh.
whatever.
hippie school starts tomorrow.
this is a good thing.
imma write about how it goes.
'night.

p.s. sara gets a shoutout. i <3 u, girl.

well this is new.

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Originally uploaded by floatingabout

i've been done clinging to the past.
these days,
i look ahead.
it's beautiful there.
i love being done with being broken.

uncertain.

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Originally uploaded by floatingabout

it's weird that i don't need you anymore, love.
it's scary that i don't want you anymore
but the good kind of scary--
the kind that fills an empty space with new, fragile energy.
you aren't mine.
you were never mine.
was i ever yours?
do i even care.
nah.

bend me break me

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Originally uploaded by floatingabout

love me hate me.

i'm kind of in love with flyleaf. listening to "all around me." brandy's sleeping. jealous. need rest. might be going to the mall tomorrow. i need shoes. <3 pretty shoes. but sneakers, you know? pretty sneakers. k. gnight.

nobody lost, nobody found.

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Originally uploaded by floatingabout

me & brandy.
love that girl.
<3

the dress

shimmery green and subtle gold
lying in my closet, untouched, abandoned
cold, useless
gathering dust
smiles and laughs will never touch this fabric
it will never be adorned by
the glimmer
of a beautiful
night

you
and i
never
again
shimmery green and subtle gold
colors swirl
whisper--
goodbye.