could it ever change this?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

i'm kind of in love with flyleaf. listening to "all around me." brandy's sleeping. jealous. need rest. might be going to the mall tomorrow. i need shoes. <3 pretty shoes. but sneakers, you know? pretty sneakers. k. gnight.

nobody lost, nobody found.


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me & brandy.
love that girl.
<3

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

the dress

shimmery green and subtle gold
lying in my closet, untouched, abandoned
cold, useless
gathering dust
smiles and laughs will never touch this fabric
it will never be adorned by
the glimmer
of a beautiful
night

you
and i
never
again
shimmery green and subtle gold
colors swirl
whisper--
goodbye.

one word

you told me once
you knew
the perfect word
to describe me
i guess
you
somehow
forgot.
thank you
for beautiful lies
for twisted truth
and short term emotion
thank you
for nothing
at all

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

inhale, exhale.

i don't really
write
much
i don't really
breathe
all that
much
i don't really
laugh
all the time
as much
as i
should
but
i make sure
to love
as much as
i can.
you bent me
you broke me
but now i know
what love isn't
and what love is
where to go
and when to stop
but i
never
stop
loving

Thursday, June 17, 2010

is there anything i could tell you

is there anything i could say
anything i could feel
believe
be
that would make you run
run
far
far
away